Thanks (I guess) – healing energy

I was in my Pranic Healing level 1 class and we were working in pairs. We were clearing each other’s energies. For some reason and I’m guessing because I explained that I’ve had a few unexplainable instances of healing people it seemed most everyone wanted to work with me. It was flattering and intimidating at the same time.

We finally were getting into the meat of it and I was clearing my partners energy when she had a massive reaction. She broke out in a sweat, had to sit down and began crying. At first I felt bad and apologized and then I realized that this was (although intense for her) a good thing. She cleared out some very bad energy. Did I know what the heck I was doing? Not really.

I was doing the protocol as we were asked to do it. Was I feeling anything special or noteworthy while I was doing it? No, not really. Not more so than anything else I had been doing all day. No one else had a similar reaction, not even the students that were being cleared by the teacher, not to mention several other students were teachers and healers by trade.

Honestly it confuses me. Shouldn’t I know what I’m doing? Shouldn’t I feel it when I’m healing someone or they have that kind of reaction.

I was working with another client the other day. A colonic client and I did my own rendition of an energy prayer over him and I swear to God he had a pep to his step and a huge smile afterwards. I have been treating this man for months and never seen him smile like that or move so fast. I disregarded it because frankly what else am I suppose to do? I have no idea how it’s happening. It’s just the strangest thing to me.

Through my mild discomfort and intense confusion I am still grateful. I am realizing that intuitively I’ve done a lot of these healing techniques all my life. I’ve used salt as a healing tool for over 30 years without anyone ever telling me how to even use it. Supposedly my great aunt was a famous white witch in the slums of New York. I never met the woman. And supposedly my great grandmother was a native Mayan Indian that practiced native healing techniques. I haven’t verified either.

I honestly have no idea. I can’t rightfully say what is happening or why. So I don’t feel I can take credit really. It doesn’t feel like it’s me really doing anything. If that makes any sense. Lol

For now I suppose I’ll offer the healing as an adjunct or using my clients as guinie pigs. However you want to see it.

The teacher says as I use it more I’ll become more in tune with the energy and be able to have mastery over it. I suppose that is my aim here, I’m not sure why that scares me a little. I guess we’ll keep going forward and see what happens.

Wishing you a miracle or two. πŸ’‹πŸ’–

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

2 thoughts on “Thanks (I guess) – healing energy”

  1. I have had similar experiences with Reiki. I share your idea that I should feel like I know what I am doing but in reality we are acting as a conduit. The healing energy may flow thru us but it is the energy and the intent to heal which are doing the work. We don’t NEED to know what we are doing. And in truth we usually don’t.

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    1. Thanks Tristan,

      That’s slightly reassuring. I’m more concerned with protecting and reinforcing my own energy first. After 2 days of training last night and working with people’s energy I felt I’ll. My blood pressure was so low I could barely function. I don’t have a handle on it and it scares me still.


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