I was unsure how I was going to get my tiniest bratlet another Christmas present. To say I was panicking a bit is an understatement. So when Brad stepped up and bought all three girls their “Santa” gifts I was so touched. I suppose that it would be hard to understand that because it caused me so much deep gratitude I was not able to really thank him verbally. It’s just that I’m so emotional sometimes with these kind of things especially concerning those damn kidlets that I can just see myself breaking down into a huge blubberball trying to say anything.
Today he is buying all the ingredients for our Christmas dinner. I’m planning a huge ham dinner with all the trimmings. This will be the first Christmas with another character in the mix, and the girls have mixed reviews. Up until last year we were still spending all holidays with their father….. and truthfully that wasn’t horrendous. It just wasn’t ideal and I knew it was probably confusing for them.
So now they are spending Christmas Eve with their father. Then we are all going to his great aunt and uncle’s for dinner and then the girls and I will do our usual spending all day in pajamas, opening presents and overeating yummy goodies for Christmas day. I can’t wait. I can’t remember the last time I was actually truly looking forward to Christmas this much. I recognize it may not go off without a few glitches, but such is life. Handle it as it comes. Hope for the best.
I hope your day is Merry and bright today. Pa-rumpa-pum-pum.
Oh and that damn man. He has really got my orgasm hard wired. He has finally figured out exactly what it takes to make me orgasm and can now even extend my orgasms substantially. It’s phenomenal!!
I still have fears and worries. I still am hesitant to believe my desires could lead to true happiness. We still argue. But right now I’m just going to let myself float on this soft, warm nebulous cloud of affection and adoration. “Somewhere in my youth or childhood, I must have done something good.”😇😉💋💖