Holding Back – No more, Obey me!

There seems to be a not so fine line between telling it like it is and keeping your mouth shut. Up until now I’ve opted for the latter. For one you look less stupider that way🤣. Second there is no way to know when what you say can benefit or hurt someone. I’ve seen the most sincere compliments throw people into emotional frenzies.

I think I’m getting to the age where I feel entitled. Much like septuagenarians and octogenarians feel; as if their opinion is pivotal. I’m feeling that rush of “here it is; take it or leave it”. And I want to bring it all out. I want my voice to be heard. I want it to roar over the highest tree peeks or whisper softly into a needing heart. It will inevidently be wrong, hurt someone and get odd looks. Seems no matter what you say judgement resounds loudly.

So….. who cares? 100 years from now what will be left of me, my thoughts, my actions, my voice? Hopefully, maybe just an imprint of kindness and a gentle wave of “giving a fuck” and if people get me the wrong way…. so be it.


I always say men and woman are equal. Theoretically I absolutely believe this. Where one gender has some general pluses the other excels at other aspects. There is a symbiosis and natural alignment. Now this doesn’t take into account that all people are unique.

I honestly think sometimes women take it too far and treat men as woman have historically been treated. Sometimes it’s fun; like objectifying them. Although I still don’t personally care for Chippendales.

Today I had a friend ask me what I truly want and these words came immediately to mind; love, devotion and obedience. Lol. Hypocrite that I am or very true Domme. However you want to look at it. I’m done pretending to be someone I’m not. I want what I want and I’d rather get exactly what I want or have nothing at all. Maybe I am a martyr or maybe I simply believe “that which you seek, is seeking you” (- Cheri Huber)


Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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