Anger and insomnia

My teeth grit

My body feels tense

The muscles in my neck and shoulders ache

I sit here in the dark

Wondering

Fruitlessly

Why life can be so difficult?

——

Just today

Earlier

At 11:11 to be precise

As the young one said

“Look at the time;

Make a wish”

Considering it a magical moment

That happens twice a day

every day

In such sweet innocence

As we lie in bed

my two smallest children and I

With my hand over my youngest’ ones face

Caressing her sweet, plump, little girl cheeks

Settling in for the night

How sweet that moment was

And I wished I could feel that feeling every moment of my life

And now at 4am

With my head pounding

And insomnia in full swing

I wonder

Why can’t I?

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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