I woke up today with the song “you’re the only woman” by Ambrosia in my mind. I didn’t pull it out of thin air. I had asked Brad to send me love songs and in the cacophony of songs he sent was this one.
I was laying in bed thinking about slaves too. I guess Tyler’s text this morning had me thinking of all the many scenarios I have on my bucket list that involve two men. Te he he.
I was also envisioning Brad and I having “slaves” together; mostly men. For some reason the thought of him playing with men turns me on while the thought of him playing with women doesn’t turn me off but….. I’m not there yet. We aren’t there yet. I obviously don’t even mind if he plays alone with men as I’ve encouraged him to try it….. but he hasn’t. I didn’t think it would be too hard to orchestrate that but…. who knows. I don’t have the time, energy or desire to delve into that right now.
I love the idea of having “slaves”. I see it as a complete win/win scenario. You give someone the attention, sexual charge, affection, and guidance they need in exchange for well…. the beauty that a slave adds to your life. I can’t explain it. You’d just have to know. But having someone give themselves to you with purity, in complete servitude is heaven. Pure and simple. And forcing it is a lot of fun but being given it is beyond belief.
We shall see. Hard to navigate so many worlds. Fantasies are so fantastic though.
Tyler has been messaging me all morning wanting to be my sub this weekend and even potentially offering to play with Brad….. but he has specified only for oral play with him. I am fatally attracted to really smart men. Smart and self deprecating, humble, damaged men even more. Don’t ask why. Sometimes ego driven men are a turn on but only if I can clearly see through to their vulnerabilities. I generally can but some men put up so many walls and barricades it not even fun to try and games are good but I like to play games people are aware they are playing not games people are too delusional to see.
I get that Tyler doesn’t want anal sex with a man. Some men don’t and I wont just push that on a men because society puts so much judgement on men’s sexuality being only one way that I don’t want to damage anyones psyche. While I am of the firm belief we are all born bisexual and although no one will ever under any circumstances or with any “data” change that belief I am not idiotic enough to think people can’t ascertain for themselves what their own limits are. I like to push limits. I don’t like to break them.
Awwwwww. Slaves. Such a luscious thought. Cock cages. Collars. Bracelets that secretly double as handcuffs. Lol.
Ugghhhhh. The world is knocking on my door. Work beckons. Breakfast must be made. Damn!! Lol