So many men……. so little time.
I wish I would have known about this Domme lifestyle in my 20’s. Ho hum.
You know…. it took me 1.5 years after my marriage to finally find myself in a place where I wanted to date again. It took me another year to find Brad.
Tyler, I met about 8 months ago. He seduced me on fetlife with a deep psychological evaluation and then promptly played into my strongest sexual desires. He is by far one of the smartest people I’ve ever met…. but emotionally….. well.
He loves femdom. Interestingly he is the only man who ever came close to getting me to orgasm without any toys or devices. Brad is the only man with that credit though, but Tyler…. he was a contender for it. Not that I could see a real relationship forming with Tyler but there is something very sexy and enticing about him. I love his brain and he has this deep vulnerability that tugs at my heart. When I held him in my arms as we slept on that rickety twin cot it felt really good. The fact that he is 33 and unstable was a huge sticking point for me though.
He keeps bugging me to not just play with him but utilize him and dominate him. He wants my cruelty as well as to service my body and also to hold his key (cock cage). I keep thinking he would be the perfect threesome for Brad and I. I can see the two of them getting along swimmingly and/or arguing into the night. They are both ridiculously mechanically inclined too; which I love.
Who knows? I’m so tired right now………. but the thought is a luscious one….. for sure. Two men at my complete disposal. I can’t keep my eyes open or I’d keep going with these lovely thoughts.