You’re a hot fucking mess. You know what though chick. Own it!! You’re on drugs (script and more probably) and/or you seem to have some serious other issues. Anyway. Whatever the case girl. Go with it!! Be fucking happy.
Don’t people do drugs to get happy? If you’ve tried everything….. clean diet, exercise, detox programs, spirituality, self-help, colonics, something, anything, everything and you’re now onto a hard core amount or dosage of drugs and nothing helps. Fucking I know a couple good detox protocols and can probably find you an exorcist and a priestess/rabbi (of some kind).
(What would a priestess do if not simply help one communicate with God directly? That’s my naive opinion.)
Back to Tara. Girl. You still good 👀, you seem a bit dense or lazy thinking (maybe it’s he drugs) but you seem to also have a good heart. I could be wrong but statistically people with loving hearts have bad finances. Drug use doesn’t help; but anyway…..
Girl be fucking happy and how you get there is by starting with a fucking giant size, heaping pile of self-love. We are all works in progress. Ain’t no ones shit not stinky. Trust me. I’ve seen a lot of it. Lol
My therapist says that women gain a lot of confidence and inner strength from learning karate. I feel that I gain a lot of it from tapping in to my Domme persona and working out (yoga/weight training). I don’t know that being submissive does the opposite. But I tend to think it’s very healing for me personally.
You know I could be entirely wrong about what you need though Tara….. but I do wish you’d figure it out. There are a few of you that seem to really be adrift; Lindsey, Amanda, Selena, Demi, yourself, I’m sure more I can’t bring to mind. It’s sad. It’s just very sad to me.