Filthy Whore* – (Red Wings)

Today I really feel I beget that title. I haven’t showered in over two days. In that span of time I have had sex three times with two men, done hot yoga, started my period and worked with clients. To say I need a shower is a gross understatement (te he he). But I am way, way, way too tired to even take one right now plus my sheets could use a fluff and fold.

Brad came over for a bit late tonight; bought the kids burgers. We laid on the sofa bed naked laughing and kissing. We laugh so much when we’re together. He wanted to leave and I didn’t let him. Even though I was exhausted all day today. I barely made it through yoga truthfully. But I didn’t want our time together to end. I was having such a nice, carefree time with him and the fact that he hadn’t gotten me to orgasm wasn’t a significant factor in that either….interestingly.

He did however, with no prompting from me, get me there and after that he went in for the gold; or should I say the red. Lol. He came up and kissed me afterwards. That’s definitely a first. It didn’t taste like much but I wasn’t deep in there where he was for the full effect of it. He earned his red wings tonight. That’s for sure.

I had asked him to bath me before we started but once he arrived I was too tired to walk him through doing it. So I didn’t even mention it. I did warn him before we started that I needed a shower. That was my only attempt to explain anything. He knew I was with another man last night. He knew who he was. He knew what we did. He even selected the lingerie I wore for this other man. He did not orchestrate it. He did not benefit from it in any way other then to tell me it turned him on and he wished he had been there to see and participate.

I’ve never been in this situation; where I have so much freedom AND devotion. This is a whole new world. I’m way too tired to express my feelings about it right now though. I’m just sooo fucking tired.

I definitely can’t keep burning the candle on all sides like this. I feel like a 20 sided D&D die. I can not possibly keep going at this pace. I really can’t. My self care is suffering. My house could be cleaner. My to-do list could be shorter. My pedicures….. well….just don’t look at my feet is all I’m saying.

I’m going to go to sleep dreaming of taking a long shower and pampering myself a bit tomorrow morning. I think I deserve it. I won’t think about the laundry and 3 clients I have slated. I won’t think about the teenager that needs me to drop her off early at school. I won’t think about the details I don’t have sorted out for next weekends party. Nope. See. Not thinking about it.

Just going to sleep. Sweet dreams world. πŸ˜‰β€οΈπŸ’‹πŸ’€

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*To be clear. I am not assigning a negative connotation to the name. Regardless of what the dictionary and modern idiom dictates

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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