I’ve been off. I’ve felt scattered. I’ve been anxious and depressed. I can pinpoint exactly when this last bout started. I just can’t say exactly why and I’m so done analyzing it any further.
The time has come to to take out my big girl panties and get my life going; full steam ahead. I know what I have to do to get my emotional equilibrium back. I know what I want to do to get my life on more stable ground.
Starting with “less is more”!! Purging for a massive garage sale. Networking my businesses. Setting up my resale space. Yoga/gym 3-5 days a week. Liver cleanse. Healthier meals. More device free days with the kiddo’s. Establishing a real friendship with Brad.
All else will sort itself out. I just have to focus. Those 4 ciders at the wedding last nights aren’t helping me much today. Note to self. Just how many more times are you going to keep saying “I need to quit”? Ugghhhh.
Maybe they can invent a pill that produces the same mild euphoria and relaxation of alcohol minus all the side effects. No way would that happen though. We’d all be on it for life. Right? They’d be throwing it in cereal boxes like candy. Feeding it to babies. My mind goes in all kinds of weird directions with this thought. Ho hum. I need some fresh air. I think I’ll go lay in the grass for a few minutes before my client comes. See what the world wants me to see.
Hope you’re having a 🙏🏽❤️👍🏽🌈🙂day!