AC asked me about him. The new him and if I was dominant to him or is he my sub and I felt the answer needed more than just a reply on a comment. So here goes. He is both my slave and my Master in the best sense of both worlds.
He adores me. Makes me feel worshipped and cherished in little ways every moment he can. Yet he allows me space to be myself. All of this not just in word but in deeds.
Plus we have phenomenal sex and intimacy. We have this deep way of communicating. He is everything I have ever wanted wrapped into a package I never would have guessed and yet I love it. All of it. All of him. The more I know the more I love. The more I am with him the more I yearn to be with him.
He is becoming the elixir to my growing addiction to him. He has told me he would kill for me. He would die for me. Are these things most people do, say or want? Is this a “normal” relationship? IDK. I wasn’t aiming for whatever that is suppose to be.
I was looking for depth, honesty, something real and from the heart; deep vulnerability and he gives me that.
Sexually that happens to be in the shape of……
should I say…..
Back and forth many times in one night
And it is delectable
So yummy and
I asked God
For over 30 years and counting
For a love that felt as deep
As my connection to them
dare I even say……..