AC asked me about him. The new him and if I was dominant to him or is he my sub and I felt the answer needed more than just a reply on a comment. So here goes. He is both my slave and my Master in the best sense of both worlds.

He adores me. Makes me feel worshipped and cherished in little ways every moment he can. Yet he allows me space to be myself. All of this not just in word but in deeds.

Plus we have phenomenal sex and intimacy. We have this deep way of communicating. He is everything I have ever wanted wrapped into a package I never would have guessed and yet I love it. All of it. All of him. The more I know the more I love. The more I am with him the more I yearn to be with him.

He is becoming the elixir to my growing addiction to him. He has told me he would kill for me. He would die for me. Are these things most people do, say or want? Is this a “normal” relationship? IDK. I wasn’t aiming for whatever that is suppose to be.

I was looking for depth, honesty, something real and from the heart; deep vulnerability and he gives me that.

Sexually that happens to be in the shape of……

should I say…..


Back and forth many times in one night

And it is delectable


So yummy and



You know…..

I asked God

The universe

Mother Nature

Sister Moon

many times

For over 30 years and counting

For a love that felt as deep

As my connection to them


dare I even say……..

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

6 thoughts on “Him”

    1. This is so cliche I hate to even say it. But I had completely closed myself off to finding love. Even though I did still truly want it but part of me believed my psyche would never steer me in a healthy direction. I didn’t feel I had the capacity to actually love someone that would not be…… well….. harmful.

      So I completely shut the door and threw out the key

      But….. when I saw him, when he introduced himself to me so humbly and kind. He was so nervous and sweet. It touched me so deeply and every day with him touches me more…. to the point where there just doesn’t even seem to be a door there….. where I thought I had a fortress to hide behind. Lol.

      Silly me!

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