One World Order

OMG. It’s so ridiculous it’s comical. I don’t know if anyone has noticed that all sides have latched on to this theory. The left use it to explain monetary and power globalization. The right use it to explain global socialism and national disruption. Oh God. I’m so sick of it. This is why I don’t watch the news. I stay slightly aware of the comings and goings of politics and world events through a few media outlets and even then I recognize that most of it is pretty biased.

Here’s the thing. I really, genuinely can’t really be bothered with it. It’s not that I don’t care. These things can and may affect me but realistically what can I do? Not much. Really not much.*. It only makes me angry or sad or jaded. The best thing to do is be happy and affect change and make a difference where I can, in my immediate reality. Do I think the world is run ass backwards? Absolutely. Do I think governments are corrupt and that the pillaging of countries and land and the pitting of people against each other has led to chaos and disorder? Yep. Is there anything I can do about it? Not really. No. Not from my tiny spec of space.

Can I give the homeless guy down the street a smile and a pb&j sandwich. Yep! Can I give that person shouting in the street 5 minutes of my time and maybe some encouragement? Uhu. Can I give that person I interact with in life a genuine show that hey “I see you……. I really see you”? Even if they don’t see me. Yes. Yes I can. Not always. I’m not a machine, but I try. I try to make the world better and affect change one butterfly affect at a time right from where I am. I try to be happy and be at peace within myself and I just have to believe that counts for something.

I truly believe that when you allow yourself to be happy from within you show people how to allow themselves to be happy as well and it has a ripple affect. Definitely not of the same magnitude as the opposite seems to have but…. hey….. we can only do what we can. Our own individual bests. No one needs to be perfect. Perfect is a horrid measure to even try to achieve and good enough is just being a slacker. Best… just your best… not the run yourself ragged into the ground best. That’s just stupid. That’s not sustainable. Let’s all follow poor Melania’s quite odd, oversimplified, unquantifiable(?), and not correctly defined lead here and “be best”. 😝 lol. It’s just too comical not to laugh at. Sad funny. Just sad funny

A friend told me to go slow…. go slow but keep going…. you’ll get there. He’s right except I’m already here. I’m already here.


*especially when you consider that (statistically speaking) congress votes against the public majority opinion over 70% of the time in favor of special interests.


So weird

To me

In my head

I’m not saying don’t sound the alarms

And things are just great

And no one needs to panic

I’m saying almost the exact opposite with my passivity actually

I’m saying that the city has been on fire for too long now

And the alarms have been constantly ringing

And all I can do is what I am doing

To make it through this ordeal.


Morbid maybe

if no one wants to believe that war





Drugs (most legal and some illegal)**

aren’t pathetic

then I don’t know what to say

It’s a mad mad world people

The business of killing ourselves

And each other

is in full bloom

And how do I counteract something as evil as that?

With all the love I can muster

At any given time. Lol

It’s funny but true


“addicted to love” – Robert Palmer

Except not just sexual love

It kind of turned into all love

at some point

Or started to

and never stopped

I should say. Lol

**After all things like fentanyl and some of these potent drugs like (synthetic) Anthrax, glycosides, exotic diseases that were scientifically created. 🤷🏽‍♀️😢

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

19 thoughts on “One World Order”

  1. I don’t watch the news, read the news or even make the news. This world is so full of megalomaniacs, usurpers and rapers of Mother Earth that it leaves me disillusioned and disgusted most of the time. School shootings, terrorist plots, military actions, big oil, big pharma, big defense contractors, old money, big banks, corrupt politicians, entire countries bent on expanding their empires and all their insidious machinations induce nothing but rising bile from the pit of my stomach. It is bewildering to observe all that shit happening. So, in defense of my self respect, I choose to perfect, enlarge and enrich my spiritual life and engage others compassionately, with love and kindness.
    We were moving into a new house one weekend. We’d just emptied the kitchen when our cat Greta jumped up onto the counter, looking for a little love from us. I scratched her ears and as I turned to my wife, Greta jumped up to her perch on top of the refrigerator, which we had just moved to the trailer. The bewildered look on her face as she fell 6 feet to the kitchen floor was priceless. She landed on her feet, shocked and shaken and scurried for safety.
    Sometimes, I look at the world and feel bewildered like that. Then I scurry for safety, alone and in isolation.
    Has anybody seen my refrigerator?

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  2. Myself included. So I figure it this way. If mellow, usually grateful, usually humble, usually quiet little me can get exasperated with the world, then how on earth is everyone else making it? I legitimately mean that.


  3. I just finishing reading something similar in last month’s Reader’s Digest, about people not being civil. And how we can effect change immediately around us, and possibly change a person’s life.

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    1. Yes exactly. I can’t tell you how many times complete strangers have affected the trajectory of my life in both good and bad ways. It doesn’t take much to do it. It just takes paying attention and caring. Things we are so short to want to do in this age of fast living.

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      1. Yes…the sexual innuendo was in there…
        I was imagining being tied down, severely restrained…forced to slow down and take life as it was given to me…tasting everything that was fed to me. Feed me? 🙂

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      2. Or was I reading into that? I can’t imagine I was Mr. Every Gorgeous Bikini Shot ever in the world; so us girls know over and over again what we have to measure up to. 😝

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      3. You measure up. I’ve seen those pictures. You look amazing. Don’t ever be ashamed of the hard work you’ve put into looking as amazing as you do.


      4. You measure up. I’ve seen those pictures. You look amazing. Don’t ever be ashamed of the hard work you’ve put into looking as amazing as you do.
        I’d reblog pics of you in a swimsuit…Mistress Sexy.

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