I just remembered I still have my Tinder profile up. I am so all over the place with my love life. Part of me feels like I should just not date at all and part of me thinks I should just keep doing what I’m doing and just go with the flow. Aiming for fun albeit not currently involving sex.
Ho hum. We shall see. I could turn on a dime.
Deliriously tired right now. I’m in a hotel room in Vegas. I’ve never been in Vegas by myself. Let me tell you….. being at conferences all day in a city hell bent on debauchery while I’m trying to stay sober, not gamble and stay far away from smokers has been a bit abysmal. Worst trip here ever and completely counterintuitive to the conference theme; which is holistic health through colon cleansing. Lol. Yea.
Just augments how juxtaposed my life always seems to be. Even things outside of my control reinforce the tendency.
I did buy this cute souvenir though.
Well. I just have a hard time sleeping alone, not in my bed and away from my kids. One of them is bad enough but all three is the sleepless trifecta. So I’m going to masturbate and hope I can sleep better than last night as I was literally nodding in the conference at the 3:30pm mark which seems to be when most people’s blood sugar naturally dips and mine took a severe nosedive.
Wish me luck.
Goodnight you miscreants. 💋❤️