I am “abnormal” in one huge respect

From what I’ve seen of “average” people

I value truth above everything

And at any cost

Because I think reality is more important than comfort

Or anything else really


No matter how gory

How surreal

No matter how “degenerate”

No matter how far out of people’s radar or comprehension


And deserves to be brought out of the shadows

Deserves a place of its own

And pushing it aside because it doesn’t “fit the narrative”

Is ignorant, idiotic, selfish, hypocritical and frankly its just plain lunacy

I hate pretenses

I hate fiction masquerading as truth

I hate lies

I hate it!

If you ever wonder why I want to burn it all down.

It’s because I can see it all very clearly

I can see the truth under the costumes

This is what happens when you can see the entire spectrum of life

It becomes almost maddening

When you can see the beauty

And the astounding love

And then you can see the pain

The earth-clutching horror of it

It leaves you spinning a little

But irregardless

I want the truth

I need the truth

I seek the truth

I want to unveil the truth

Which makes me dangerous I suppose


I lead the course*

I walk the walk

I talk the talk

Even if no one joins

Even if I must walk alone

I don’t care anymore

Truth…. truth at any cost

Maybe one day….I’ll find those that walk this same truth and we can walk our own individual paths and yet holding each other’s hands.

We will find strength in each other.

I feel it’s the only way to find true peace. At least that’s been my reality.


*my path I suppose. We each have our own.

“Born to be Wild” – Steppenwolf

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

6 thoughts on “Truth”

  1. It is something so easy to do and yet so hard to accomplish.. We know people can’t handle the bare Truth.. Personally i only managed to do that with one person in my life..
    No matter what it is the right path..

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    1. I understand. It isn’t for everyone. Society isn’t set up that way. Truth knows very little respect. I don’t judge. I can only do me. You do you. 😉💋❤️


    2. I’m not trying to enforce my beliefs on you. I completely understand that society forces people to hide because of repercussions. Self preservation is instinctual and necessary in this world. I don’t fault you that. Thank you for sharing. I have to learn how to hold that space for others as my instinct is always to knock down the walls.


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