From Now On

(The Greatest Showman/woman πŸ˜‰)

It’s been a hell of a long ass ride

And I’ve taken more steps back than forward many, many times

But I’m here

It isn’t perfect……..yet

Will it ever be?

Life has a way of always challenging you

So there is no resting on laurels here

Life will always say “oh yea? You sure?”

If only to test you again and again

It seem to be the way it works

Or I could be totally wrong. Lol

Digressing — hmmmmm

I’ve met some pretty awesome people

IRL, historically, virtually

Been privy to depths I never knew existed

Felt feelings I never knew were in me

But this path has been mine alone to take

It was not a chart set for me by any one human being…not even myself really

and it has not been a straight course

Or an easy one

And yet

I feel so blessed

I feel so strong

To be at a place where I can be fully ME……

“From now on……like an anthem in my heart…..home again”

———

Mississippi Goddam – Nina

pertinent to all 😝

Nina…. I love you

——

strange juxtaposition

I always seem to have

continual flux

suppose life wasn’t meant to be lived stagnating

I like extremes….sometimes

The world feels more real there

Silly thoughts

Real smiles

what a wonderful world – Izzy

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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