This is a confusing concept for me. I mean I understand how it works. I just don’t honestly know if I see myself there; but then again….I don’t want to rule it out.
It’s kind of like:
I’ve had my sights on a plain scoop of vanilla ice cream with all the yummy toppings; hot fudge, whipped cream, roasted chopped nuts and a bright red cherry on top…. and on my way to find this I am seeing all the other items available: gelato, custard, frozen yogurt, handspun flavors and combinations and well….umm. Isn’t it worth trying out? I mean I can always go back to my vanilla sundae. Right?
It’s just such an intriguing idea and well….it favors me. It is always done by my design. It is led by me. Run by my desires. I mean….what’s not to like about that? If I didn’t have such an incredible high sex drive I wouldn’t even contemplate it. I don’t think. But you are in the presence of a girl who’s sex drive is ridiculously high. I can go daily. Multiple times even……for hours. I am not joking or exaggerating here.
I honestly don’t really have to have that much sex though. Life goes on without it. I was denied sex in my ex-marriage for months at a time, even though he knew my sexual desires were high before we even got married. Sooo I know I can go without. I simply function better in all aspects of life and I am happiest when I am sexually satiated.
Satiety doesn’t have to be constant though. It’s much more emotional for me now than it used to be; so other things, displays, communication, play, etc. augment sex itself rather nicely.
I guess we shall see is all I’m saying here, because 6 months ago I never even knew this was a real lifestyle. I never knew this even existed and now I am being propositioned to try this as the base of a committed relationship. Mind blown! Honestly the first time I was approached about it I laughed out loud. I just couldn’t take it serious. I was like wtf. This really exists?
At first I just chopped it up to a funny fetish and maybe it still is that, but it also can be a very loving and intimate foundation….or so I am being led to believe. And I can play all I want to within this concept….including my man into the mix with me with no worries about jealousy or having to share him with other women. Hmmmmmm…..
This world will never cease to amaze me. Will it? Lol