Proud Mama

My daughter was video chatting with her friend today as I sat on the couch nearby on my own device. I was not trying to listen but something caught my attention.

She was talking about boys. She has been boy crazy for a few years now and I don’t know if it’s genetic but she definitely takes after me in that regard so how can I judge it. She was putting the boys she likes in order (one to three) and I chuckled under my breath. It seems bachelor #2 will go out of his way to make sure she has the chair she likes in class. It has to be the right shape and color*.

Her preference for color is red. So he will switch out however many chairs he needs to to get her the right chair. The one she likes. It filled my heart with warmth that a boy would cherish her so much. I can’t tell her what her heart should say…but that boy has a lot of potential. And I could not be prouder of my little Domme in training. I don’t force. I don’t preach. I simply lead by example. I think she understands in her own way. My little man eater. Imagine how far she will go. She is after all only 10. Lol

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*they have different chairs available. Some are stationary and some let the children move, they sway. This is helpful for the fidgety children. These are the chairs she likes.

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

5 thoughts on “Proud Mama”

  1. Well said, and you have every reason to be proud. I believe that the dominant (and submissive) tendency is evident even at a young age. Being Dominant myself, I can see it in my youngest too, who is only 11 now himself. It is a natural leadership trait.

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    1. Thank you for the response. It made me have to think about it and clarify my position to myself before I could reply.

      There is leadership. Leadership because of experience. Imposed leadership. And the inherent leadership trait you describe. However I am talking about something a little different I believe.

      I am talking about an essence that is awakened in people that makes them desire to give of themselves. A desire that can grow out of lust and love but also simply out of a gentleness of spirit that gets compelled to action.

      I’m not sure if I can explain this quite properly. Up until recently I knew it in my heart and people gave this to me freely, willingly, lovingly with usually absolutely no agenda or wanting of anything in return and for most of my life I pushed it away. I felt unworthy.

      Yet now it is not that I feel worthy or unworthy. It’s that I just want the natural flow of life to come however that comes and I hold a space of gratitude for it. If it wants to come in waves of grandeur I am it’s humble servant. I comply willingly and with love to receive.

      My gift to life is to accept this “love”. It has taken me so long to get here and at times I still struggle. But I understand it now and I hath in its beauty.

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