I have been sharing way too many personal and not very sexy stories lately.

So let’s go back to talking about sex for a moment.

When I was much younger my biggest fantasy was a gang bang. I never felt safe enough or courageous enough to make it happen*. I also always assumed that it would be about the men being pleasured and I wanted it to also be about my pleasure. My real pleasure, not just the male fantasy version. Plow, plow, plow. Looks good on film. Feels good for men. Does nothing for me. Lol. And I couldn’t figure out how I could get that to become a reality.

Last month I orgasmed to a fantasy of having my own harem of men. They were exclusively chaste to me; all of them and yet I enjoyed them and whoever else I chose whenever I chose it. I satisfied them so deeply that they loved it this way. On this day they all gathered around me as I laid on the bed. I was surrounded by 5 lovely creatures, all naked and hard. I was going to let them feast and they were ready to devour.

Each one had my name written on their penis in sharpie. And as they stroked themselves gently I could see my name bobbing up and down on their shafts. I was feeling generous, maybe I would let them pleasure each other once they were done pleasuring me. But we were just going to begin and I was ready for a full taste of them all, so I would decide that when I was done.

I didn’t get far into this fantasy before I orgasmed intensely. Lol. Twice.

Then yesterday’s fantasy was rather luscious as well, but since that involves a man that I actually know IRL I’ll keep it under wraps for now.

Do I ever want a real gang bang? I think not. Maybe had I been where I am now 20 years ago….sure. If I could live out the scenario above where it was about me. Well. Ummm. Yea. Ok. But now. Nah. Now reality has different plans for me. Plans I can’t wait to carry out. Plans that I can already see are going to be deeply fulfilling for me.

Meanwhile I’m still waiting for my new set-up to come in from China. It’s a strap on that has a built in vibrator/suction cup design for my clit. So maybe I can finally orgasm while giving a man pleasure this way. That is the most luscious thought ever for me. Far better than my own harem of men; I think. 😝

*and also because let’s face it I never wanted to seen and judged as a slut.

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

21 thoughts on “Fantasies”

  1. I don’t know about “gangbangs” per se. As you said in your writing, I don’t care much for the “plow, plow, plow” (even as a man). However, there is something to be said about multiples. The feeling of multiple sets of hands, mouths, etc. It can be a true sensual delight if done correctly.

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      1. Perhaps someday soon then. I’ll admit, you intrigue me. Besides, I’d like to get a Domme’s point of view on things. See how it differs from a Dominant male perspective.

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  2. I’d be in a harem if chosen. My idea of a gang bang with the woman’s pleasure as the paramount goal would be a group of guys taking turns dining on your body: breasts, pussy, inner thighs, ass, and any place else that is an erogenous zone for you. Kissing, caressing, touching and licking; all of them giving you the pleasure you need and deserve because you are the Domme. Our penises would be only used by you as you desired or commanded, including if you wanted to watch them pleasure each other. We would…be yours to order about in whatever way made you happy.

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    1. Hmm, Trip, for some reason I can see you in a harem setting. But, I more pictured you wanting the harem of women. Not the other way around. Lol

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      1. You know…I’d like it either way, for the same reason. If I had the harem, it meant I’d be financially able. If I was in the harm, I wouldn’t have a care for finances. Either way I’d have all the sex I wanted and the intimacy that I craved.

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      2. I’m a dreamer too…even my wife has dared to dream that dream. together we’ve decided to purchase a secluded place so I can stroll around naked without worrying about neighbors. She says she won’t be able to keep her hands off of me…and that’s supposed to be a bad thing?

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      3. I’m jealous of you as well…or rather the man that would have you as his Domme. To serve the object of my desire and to be rewarded by her…just the mere taste, scent, or sight of her…pleasured by my actions, whatever they might be.

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      4. Sooo luscious. Yes. This exactly.


        My love knows no limits; no bounds. It will encase your entire being. You will be completely exposed to me and maddeningly adored for it; the good, the bad, that which has been hidden far too long. That which is you; your essence, your entirety: body, mind, heart, soul will be mine to love and I will love it from now until all of time itself ceases to exist.

        (One day….he will come)

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      5. just one day…that’s all he gets to cum? Lucky devil! J/K…you are right, one day you’ll find each other and you’ll fall into that blissful place of intimacy.

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