Head Space

So if you’ve read this blog in depth you’ll see I have other outlets for my writing. I rant on Medium (currently down). I also write a spiritual blog on Blogger. Except I’m getting tired of switching between them. Lol. (Sorry just funny, because I like switching sexually…get it….anyway.)

Woke up thinking how people use triggers to get into sub/Domme-space. I suppose you can extrapolate that to any use really. It’s the idea of it; of using signals and clues and actions.

And the minute my consciousness woke up today it immediately hit me. God-space. I’ll try to explain how I specifically mean that. God-space is pure love. (I’ll give you a moment to remember a time you felt overwhelmed with pure, blissful, torrential, deep love.)

Kind of like the space you are in when you look at someone you love, a beautiful sunrise, feel the soft touch of someone’s adoration. It’s that softness in your eyes, that tenderness in your heart that paints the works a different hue. It’s a feeling that makes you feel so alive and tingle with energy and yet so fragile you could break. Hard to explain. Maybe if you’ve ever been in an old church that has this intense pulsating energy. It’s palpable. Or in a place full of strong prayer and song. It’s hypnotic. It’s overpowering.

So anyway. Those particular things have triggered me into the space. It’s hard to maintain though. Really, really, really hard…..but…….just like in Domme space or sub space. Couldn’t one use triggers?

Maybe I’m wondering does tantra incorporate spirit and sex. Maybe that’s why my mind draws to that so much. We’ll see. Anyway. Can’t go around having sex all day. Although I know it isn’t all about sex. I hope it’s not a religion. God I hate those things. Not the people in them. Not the places. Not the spiritual aspect. Just all the dumb rules and structures. God doesn’t care. If you want to do it and it means something to you and your offering it as service to God. Great. But God doesn’t NEED any of that. Good only needs you to act in love. God only needs you to live by your heart.


What would God be in terms of power structure? If we put God in top and Evil beneath. Lol. Or what’s the power play and why? That’s a funny question. I’m not awake enough to even know if I’ve made any sense this morning.


My whole point was to say that maybe I can use the triggers I’ve already found to stay in God space?

(Note to self……





Acts of kindness

Sex (? I don’t think it’s questionable)

FIND MORE Practice as often as possible. Rinse and repeat. Um. Yea. Fasting can be dangerous if not done correctly. I just happen to like to use it for detox and spirituality. That’s my warning. Use condoms if not in a committed relationship where you’ve been tested. Right? Herpes is one thing and Hep C/AIDS is totally different.)


Wait no. Not practice more sex. I’m not propositioning anyone. I need to get out of bed. This going to sleep at 4am is getting funny. It’s noon and I have morning grog. It’s barely morning still. Lol


Up. Get up!!!

Lol. I have visions of a nice cup of tea waiting for me in the mornings. I’ll get there. Don’t ask me how. Technology is great and all…but real human contact is sooo much better.

Author: porngirl3

I have always enjoyed reading and writing. Maybe because I have always been on the quiet and reclusive side; which most people may not guess at first glance or if seeing me in a social setting, especially around people I am comfortable with but it’s also not something I have an issue with. I need solitude to recharge. Writing gives me the peace and time to renew myself...here that is offered to you for your enjoyment and pleasure as well. I hope. Lol

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