This has zero to do with sex so move on if you’re not into dreams; which let’s face it few are. Lol. I totally get it. This is why therapist get paid. No one wants to listen to it. Right? OMG. I crack myself up.
Since I was little; as far back as I remember I’ve had this reoccurring dream. I haven’t had it for 20 years but for my entire time and childhood before that I definitely did. That’s a chunk of years. Trust me. 😂
OMG I love pot!!
Ummmm wait, what…..
Yea. So this dream….
Think white endless room like being in a cloud and then all you see is a long line of your mom and it was your job to pick the right one. If you picked wrong you were stuck with whatever you chose; regardless. You wouldn’t always know right away. Sometimes the differences were obvious: not tall enough, different skin tone, different mannerisms, etc. Other times no matter how much you thought you chose the right one you didn’t. Sometimes she would be better and you’d actually be ok with the error and even a bit happy; other times she would be so much worse and you would be so absolutely, horrendously miserable.
This made me sweat bullets and gave me so much anxiety. Obviously I always wanted just my mom. That’s all I wanted but having to chose was so difficult…and so stressful. This would happen with either my mom or dad.
So cloning. Cloning is that in real life. Imagine we get to the point where we are so overstressed and over burdened that the necessity of cloning oneself and the cost and technology allows that to easily happen. Then imagine that once done it works so smooth and seamlessly that this clone is now effectively you and maybe even liked better. Lol. OMG. It’s just too much for me to even think of. How many of “one” needs to exist? I don’t get it. Really I don’t.
When our morality and humanity; our empathy, compassion and camaraderie as a species and as part of the universe is as advanced as science then and only then will I consider it. Until then the madness of science and technology in the hands of these manipulative and greedy corporate assholes is like giving matches to a toddler. Yea. Good luck with that! That’s going to go well. 🙄