We are all our own special brand of cray-cray. I can readily admit to mine. I wrestle with it once an a while; but for the most part I leave it alone and just let myself be.
Mostly because I like myself, because people are kind to me and because every boyfriend I’ve ever had going back over 25 years including my best friend in high school has either tried coming back into my life as a love interest and/or professed their true undying love. Literally every single for one and most of them as recently as the last few months. To be fair I’ve only had a handful of serious love affairs, but I’m not marking it as a coincidence. Lol
So yea….I am just me. I don’t profess to be anyone else. Under the right circumstances I can stretch. I’m capable for sure but underneath any games, adventures or grand illusions is just silly little me waiting to have the greatest love affair of all time. No pressure. 😉