I seem to all of a sudden know a lot of John’s. Interestingly enough; even though it’s a fairly common name I can’t say I’ve been acquainted with hardly any at all in my life and now I must know like 4. Not sure what that’s about; I find it funny.
So John the electrician. Of course he’s married. Not that I like married men. I avoid them like the plague outside of needing to hang out with them, because by the large some of them are pretty fucking dreamy; this John is no exception to that rule. Ruggedly handsome in a very charming and unassuming way, so smart, so attentive and nice. Makes my uterus skip beats.
Not that I want a single more kid coming out of me, but the eggs are still flowing and ugghhh. Just yum, the kind of yum you want to just fall into like a pillow. Yes. That’s it. He feels like a soft billowy cloud that I could just float away on. Feels like he would taste like a fresh, warm biscuit with raw honey and homemade butter. He feels like his love would be luscious.
That was a daydream. Phew. Where was I?
Yea…married. I DO NOT flirt with married men. Period!! I am completely just myself and maintain professionalism. I do not seek to associate with them outside any given need or happenstance. Irregardless of dreaminess factor. I will tell a wife how dreamy their man is. I’ve only ever had one woman take it as an insult. Mainly I think because she was trying to pawn me off on her brother and I had zero interest. Who knows? Most women agree wholeheartedly with me and we laugh about it.
Hey…I can recognize along with their wife that they are still very much human and full of their own issues; and frankly any man is a pain in the ass. The only difference is whether you love them enough and/or there are enough good reason for it to be worth the hassle. Lol.
He charges me hourly and cheap and he is 100% fair plus parts with receipt. So I need his help and I texted him today. All is fine except the last text says:
“Ok, thanks for texting me back it is always a pleasure😊”
always a pleasure and with a blushing face? I don’t get it. Am I reading into it too much? Who knows? Yes, it is nice to see him too; too nice frankly. Lol
My goodness. I NEED my own man. Ok vibrator where are you?
Update (same night 1:38am)
Masturbated. Came hard; not to the thought of John but to the thought of my elusive “him”.
Dammit!!! Where are you?