4 him not here
You are my epicenter. The moment I met you my life shifted. I waited for you my entire life and now all those dreams have come true. I have waited for a love so true, so tender, so loving and kind. You my love are all that and more and I hope you feel that from me too, because that is genuinely how I bleed for you. I would follow you to the ends of the earth as I know you would for me do the same. I will allow you the freedom to be your true self, or whoever you chose to be as I know in my heart you will always allow me to be and I thank you for that honor. I just want to accompany you on this journey. I’m so glad I finally found you. You are truly my best friend, my soul mate and every moment with you is never taken for granted. I adore you…from the moment we met to beyond eternity itself.
This is what I want. This is version 1; which may look nothing like version #2 because he is not here and I can’t figure it out on my own. What’s the point of that? So when that moment does come everything will be subject to change (for better). But then again do I need to get married again? I don’t really need to. I would like to…but love and marriage don’t go hand in hand by default and I’d rather have real love than marriage hands down.
If I truly wanted financial stability I could easily go back to my ex right now. There may be a lot of bumps in the road but life is worth the risks. I firmly believe that.