I’m going to try it again. This time I am going to actually market myself to the few men I met when I was trying to date.
Dating is too much for me….I like it. It’s usually quite fun, but I don’t believe the fairy tales. I want to. I just don’t. I like to concentrate on one guy really…aka boyfriend. But the treachery of getting there is so much work….or feels like it sometimes. Just ugghhh. And then you have the blown hopes. The toxic guys. The Rico Suave ones, the ghosters, there are some nice guys of course for good measure. I’m just looking for the truth and it takes a while to get there and make sure it is the truth. Of course I would like to take everything a man says as accurate but that was a hard lesson to learn….over and over. I have my feelings to help but they’ve let me down before. So I’m maybe too pragmatic now. I don’t want my heart broken again.
But anyway my priority in life is paying my mortgage and feeding my kiddo’s.
So escorting it will be. I will have to hire a bodyguard and also make sure that the legalese is all done accurately. Then I need to look into a bond; similar to one maybe a stripper would get if that even exists.
First though I gotta run it by my ex again make sure he’s still ok with it. When I started out last time* he seemed fine but maybe he really wasn’t. Who knows? I don’t need him to get angry or think about anything with the kids so I want to double check…maybe even make him sign a contract of some sort. I love contracts.
* I had the website up for maybe a month or so and not a single booking. Then I got persuaded to put it down. It was a bit different than it looks now. It’s had a few reincarnations.